Letters From Within #1

Dear Loved Caged In, 

I know that you are currently going through this issue right now. It's fresh and you are trying to heal, which is normal. For the past few days you have been doing such a good job and I'm so surprised by it--but in a good way. Maybe because you have been down this road before. Although I know that you are filled with love, thoughts, memories and passion for him, I ask that you please try your best to stand your ground and not put yourself in a position to get disrespected. Lack of communication is needed for the time being. Space is imperative at the moment, and although you may feel as strongly as you do, give it some time and give YOURSELF some time to get over this. Please refrain from allowing the "love beast" to escape and act out of character. Allow him to explore his feelings and thoughts, but please, DO NOT take this situation personal. You never know what can happen with time, or maybe you do, because you've been here before. But don't hold your breath. Focus on you! Please still go about your life. You are beautiful, smart, caring, passionate, young woman, that I have the pleasure of knowing and still learning about you. Anyone that ends up with you will be TRULY BLESSED with someone magnificent! Don't let this situation compromise your self-esteem, confidence, and your womanhood. Don't look at your BIG heart as a negative. It definitely can be used against you in situations like this, but that's EXACTLY what this world is missing--genuine people. Please do not let this one incident stop you from sharing that with others. I'm not gonna lie and say that you won't have your moments, but one thing I can GUARANTEE is that you will be fine. Know that he will never forget about you. Although you miss, want, and love him, know that he is feeling the same exact way, just doing a better job at suppressing it due to his confusion. 

Always remember, the sun always shines after a series of storms!

Stay up BEAUTIFUL! ;-)

Love, 

Mel B

Now Boarding the Lover's Express--Blog Launch!

Hello ladies and gents! I have to say that I am a bit excited about this new project that I am taking on. This is my first and EVER blog that I have ever created all by myself. (Go me, go me! *as I do the cabbage patch*). Various events that have transpired within these last few days that have inspired to make a blog. I have friends who have blogs and I'd have to say the one that has inspired me the most is my dear wifey. (I love you Ari...*big hugs*) Now before you all get your panties/boxers all in a bunch about my sexuality, "wifey" is one of my best friends that I have had the pleasure of knowing for 5 years. She's the one that told me to embrace my randomness and go for it. So once again, shout out to the wife! Also, I wanted to give a shout out to the other individual that has played a major part in the launch of my blog. He know who he is, and also gave me the idea for the name of this blog, and I GENUINELY have to thank him for all the experiences that I went through with him--good and bad. To the man that will probably have my heart for a while. Bittersweet I must say, but you have allowed me to take this opportunity to focus on myself. To grow, experience, learn, and embrace this point of my life. So I thank you once again, for everything. 143!

Alright, enough of the sentimental stuff (I'm SUCH a sap, it's quite disgusting, but you will see that side of me VERY often lol). As I have stated again and again, I am the most RANDOM person when it comes to thoughts. So I took it upon myself to create a journey of thoughts that you guys can follow along with me. My thoughts mainly consists of love, food, music, fashion, the future but definitely not limited to ANYTHING. So you will see a myriad of postings on this blog. So I warn you ahead of time for the drastic posting from one subject to the next. When the wheels start turning in my head, my mind GOES! My personality will definitely shine through this too, so you guys will get a sense of who Mel B is. I must say that I am a very private person and won't be relieving the NITTY GRITTY aspects of my life, but I am very open to share my thoughts, my loves, my dislikes, etc.

And please feel free to leave comments on any of my post. I'm an open-minded individual that embraces positive and negative feedback. Or just plain ole comments. I apologize in advance if I offend anyone with my posts. This is an honest space and honesty is what I will be projecting at all times--HATE IT or LOVE IT!

Anywhoooo, sit back, relax, and enjoy this ride on the Lover's Express.

Welcome

-Mel B.